I have returned

Yes, I do have a blog. I admit it. I started it this summer but failed to maintain it. I've never been able to keep a journal, so really, why should I be able to keep a blog? But I'll try - just for you.

I am talking with my brother on the phone right now, as he is driving home in insane LA traffic. He just called the ents in The Lord of the Rings film trilogy "crappy-ass tree muppets." He also referred to himself as "husky but fashionable." Man I miss him. It looks like he won't be able to come home for Christmas, which sucks and I don't know how to deal with that. It just won't be the same. I hate that we've come to the times in our lives where we don't see our immediate family as much as we'd like, especially for me now that my brother lives two time zones away. I've decided I really don't like growing up. That is also why Christmas isn't the same now that I'm older. I'm in the in-between stage - I'm not a kid and I don't have kids. I'm just stuck not believing and don't have anyone to teach how to believe. That is probably why I cried so much during Finding Neverland (which everyone should see). I hate that we have to lose that innocence and ability to purely believe in something without questioning it. We just lose the ideal. OK, I will stop moping in my Romantic tendencies. I know you are throwing up right now.

So, I heard McCain made it through Mel Gibson night. Way to go, Jeff; I'm so proud. Jonathan Smith also bought and was wearing jeans today. I'm looking at Elizabeth on that one - she got him to do what no one else could. I really can't express how impressed I was at that. And Sarah dyed her hair and is drinking soda again. Wow, aren't we all just going absoultely wild?! What will we think of next?

Now I just need to make it through this week, which honestly shouldn't be that hard, and then I'm home free. I don't want to think for about a week. I could sleep for about 2 months and not be fully rested. Oh well.

P.S. I love my PREG girls.